Friday, June 10, 2011

Finals Week, yay?

Friday, June 10, 2011 @

Next week is finals week, & I have projects to work on & a test to study for...

Stressing out, because I have a lot of "catch up" to play, but I think I'll make it.

I've been super duper tired lately, though, and that's worrying me too. :( I usually wake up early and go to sleep early, but have had to nap to supplement. And for the last 2 or 3 days, I've been finding myself sleeping in a few hours too much, and feeling utterly sluggish all day long.

It's pretty frustrating, because I have a lot of work to do, and can't seem to just focus & muster up the energy & get it done. Instead, I find myself sitting or lying down too much, or browsing the internet in "low brain capacity" mode. :(

I'm hoping I can get a good amount of work done Saturday morning, because Thursday and Friday were mostly unproductive in regards to school. I did pretty good on house/family things. It's just so hard to find energy for it ALL, I guess.


A reminder to myself of what I have to do, because I'm neurotic & worry a lot & always need to list to calm my nerves:

By Monday:
- Write notes for Photoshop exam
- Create 90 second promo video for Advanced Editing

By Tuesday:
- Create a professional-quality DVD menu (including behind the scenes, director's commentary, subtitles, foreign language track, chapters, custom overlay buttons, and transition elements) and put in professional case with a designed cover

By Wednesday:
- Complete 30 pages of the beginning of my screenplay
- Complete a powerpoint presentation, outlining all of the (major?) scenes of my movie
- Write a 1 page PSA script about a fellow classmate

Monday, June 06, 2011

ate a big mac today & vomited. but not because of the big mac.

Monday, June 06, 2011 @

in the middle of my 5:30-9:30pm class started to feel really, really sick. queasy, nauseous, disoriented, and light headed. somewhat delirious, EXTREMELY tired and exhausted, and a very slight heartburn type of feel in my stomach & throat.

i fell in and out of sleep in class, and kept drinking water... but just kept feeling more nauseous. i was really restless, and felt hungry, as well.

while taking my classmate home, she wanted to stop by mcdonald's and for some reason i felt like i should get a sandwich to eat, so i ordered a big mac. i ate it on the drive home and it definitely helped me feel a little better.

i still feel sick... somewhat lightheaded, still nauseous... but the nausea is a little better now, because after i got home i vomited.

i'm continuing to drink some water while digesting the food. i'm going to try to take some of my nighttime vitamins, and hopefully will keep them down.

as soon as i feel as though the food has settled enough, i'm hitting the sack. it's 9:39PM right now (left class early around 8~ish, because the sickness was just too much), and i really want to be in bed by 9:45 or 9:50...

i'm so exhausted, and really don't feel right. :(

oddly enough, this all happened after the 1/2 pb&j and doritos i ate... so it might be a combination of that particular food, plus the fact that i ate it after a very prolonged hunger? i don't even know... i feel like crap though. -__-

Saturday, June 04, 2011

Too Long............... BUT NEVER AGAIN!

Saturday, June 04, 2011 @

It's pretty bold for me to be saying "never again!"

But I'm saying it!

I've stayed away from my Spark for MUCH TOO LONG & I'm not doing it again. I can't!

When I was active at spark, I lost 20 whole pounds, and was the way to losing more... but then I started to get discouraged, and frustrated with having to track my food.

But you know what? Tracking my food was also really fun, because I was able to see exactly what I was eating, and what I lacked, and where I went over. And it's pretty much the ONLY thing that helped me lose weight... tracking my food and fitness. Not only did it hold me accountable, but it painted an over-all picture of my deficits and my excess.

Without Spark, trying to lose weight is nearly impossible, because everything is pretty much just a guess. And with all these guesses come insecurities and stress... and with all the insecurities and stress come improper eating, anxiety, and exhaustion. :( Not good at all!

And I ended up gaining more weight, which is what I DON'T want.


I'm a Spark girl for life... I have been since I started. But NOW I need to be a CONSISTENT and FREQUENT Spark girl for life. :)

Let's do this~

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